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Mar. 17th, 2007

They say time heals everything, but I'm still waiting

It's almost been a year and I still feel as if there's a huge hole in my heart :-/

Feb. 14th, 2007

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Ashley fall down and go boom on her bad elbow. good times.



On a good note... CANADA on Saturday!!!!!!!! woot woot! I'm excited to go to the casino and Niagara Falls.

Feb. 10th, 2007

Update

I decided it was time for a new user-picture on here. obviously it's of my love... Thomas Jane (the Punisher). Mmmmmmmmm I love him.

Life is going ok. I moved in with Becca in University Commons... the sweetest dorms EVER! 
Classes are going okay.  Could be better... could be worse.
I have sea-monkeys again. They're getting so big already. Yes they are real.... they are brine shrimp. 
Lent is coming up. I'm giving up a few things. I posted them on my myspace if you'd like to know what they are. 
I'm finally working on losing some weight. I go to the gym twice a week and the pool twice a week. I've lost 3 pounds in 10 days and I only went to the gym twice cause I've been feeling like crap lately. 
Wednesday is Valentine's Day (singles awareness day) or as Becca, Jaime, and I are calling it... Anti-Valentine's Day. We're going to eat lots of junk food and watching action guy flicks. No romantic bullshit. It's going to be amazing! Yea... I really hate Valentine's Day!!!!!!!!
I'm going to try to get to Syracuse this upcoming weekend to see Philip and go see Ghost Rider with him. I dunno if this will happen but I hope so. 
I'm going to see Dragonforce in a couple weeks with Paul. and Andy is gonna be there! He might come back here after the show.  I miss my Pooky!
I guess that's all for now. 
Goodnight!!!!!!

Jan. 3rd, 2007

heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are

Another update? Yuppers!!!!

New Years Eve kinda sucked but was kinda good. I went and saw Eragon with Philip. It wasn't too bad. I want my own baby dragon though. I wanted to spend the evening with him but he was hanging out with his Grimes buddies. Which is fine by me, but it would have been nice to not spend the evening at home. Atleast it was better than last year. Good times there!

I finally started working. McDonalds was being stupid and couldn't put me on the schedule and they didn't call me in. Ugh. I hate that place. I don't need to go to work and get hit on by 40 year old men constantly and I'm sick of being asked if I have a wedding ring. So I started wearing a shiny ring on my left ring finger so maybe people will leave me alone.

I went and saw my surgeon yesterday. He thinks my elbow is doing good. But I have to do physical therapy. I don't have a way to get to a physical therapist while at school so he gave me exercises to do at the gym. I also have to rub different textures over where I had my surgery. Kinda odd, but he says it'll help with the sensitivity in my elbow. So no more check-ups for now. Woot Woot. 

I've been feeling rather nauseous lately. Very similar to how I felt last January from all the stress with Matthew. I felt like I was gonna barf all the time. I couldn't eat anything solid for like 3 weeks. It was gross. I don't know what's causing it though. Maybe it's from this horrible reccuring dream I've been having lately. I think I would die if this dream became a reality. Maybe I just need to find out that this dream won't come true. I'll work on that...

The rest of the week I'm working. Yippy skippy. And tomorrow I'm playing at the SU basketball game with the pep band. And the game will be on ESPN. So I could possibly be on TV. Watch and look for me!!!!!!!

Over and out.

Dec. 27th, 2006

I hate you Mr. Sinus Infection

Break hasn't been too bad so far. I've done a lot of nothing, which is nice cause I miss relaxing.  Christmas was good. I got everything on my list except the gig bag for my euphonium, but my list consisted of DVD's, CD's, small stuff basically. Though Christmas was lonely. Nicoli and Desirae came over so I was surrounded by couples and Jackass wasn't here so I felt all awkward being alone. I thought Christmas would be a lot weirder than it was. Sure it was weird Christmas morning when Aunt Vicki didn't come over, but the rest of the day wasn't too bad. I guess we're all just starting to get used to the fact that she's no longer with us. The rest of the week I've been a little sick. I lost my voice yesterday and now I think I have a sinus infection. So I'm sitting at home, by myself, knitting. Though I did get to hang out with my brother a lot.

Sara's in town so I might hang out with her tomorrow. Friday I'm going over to Kate's for the evening to play with her and the puppy and Mommy!!! Oh how I miss them. And I don't have mono this time so I can actually touch the food and stuff. Woot. Jackass mentioned something about seeing Eragon so I think we're going on Sunday to see it. Sarah, Chris, Jon, Josh, and Ashley said it was terrible but since Jackass wants to see it I guess I'll survive watching it once. Hopefully Jackass will hang out with me Sunday evening, maybe go to a party together. I need someone to kiss when the ball drops. And I just really want this New Years Eve to be better than last year. Last year just plain sucked. There's hardly anything worse than finding out that you're boyfriend has a baby with another girl right before you go over to his house to watch the ball drop. Good times there. For the love of god I just want something good to replace my memories of last years horrible New Years Eve. 

Ugh I have an appointment with my surgeon next Tuesday. Oh joy that should be tons of fun. Hopefully I'll start working next Wednesday cause I need some fricking money!!! 

Anyways I'm home until the 20th of January so people we need to hang out!!!!!

Nov. 26th, 2006

thanksgiving break 2006!!!!!!!

Break was quite interesting. I hung around the house and did nothing all of Friday night and Saturday. Though I did go to the mall and get new sneakers. Woot Woot. It's about time! I've had the same pair of sneakers for 2 years and they were falling apart.

Sunday: I had to go to church in the morning, which wasn't too bad. But it was Rev. Hunt... he sucks and should quit his job. The end. I got bitched at the rest of the day because I made plans to hang out with Philip that night. Apparently seeing him two times in three months is too much and I didn't need to see him a third time.  Whatever... it was ridiculous. But I still got to see Philip so I was happy.  Finally had some alone time with him!!! The other times I've seen him since I went to school we were always with other people, so it was nice that it was just me and him. I'm happy...... life is good :-)

Sunday-Wednesday: I had to work 8am-4pm (more like 7:30am though). I almost forgot how much I hated my job. I was in drive-thru all week. I didn't get to do grill area at all. But I saw a lot of people I know come through. My old neighbor Joanne, Tank, Uncle Mark, my Fed-ex guy, Caroline, and a couple others. Woot woot.  Thank god I'm done with that place for another month. I need a new job this summer. 

TURKEY DAY!!!!! My uncles came over for dinner. Uncle Kevin deep fried our turkey and it was DELICIOUS!!!!!!! Best invention ever. So dinner was delicious. Uncle Dennis is getting funnier in his old age. 

Friday: Nothing of importance really. World War 230587345 broke out. Kyle, Allyson, Nic and I went to see Tenacious D's the Pick of Destiny. It's pretty amazing, so you should go see it right now. 

Saturday: I woke up to my mom saying "someone shot our window". So I go downstairs and there's bullet hole in our front window. It's not big... probably a BB-gun, but it went through the first panel in the window, and not the second. And we can't just replace that part of the window; we have to get a whole new one. That's just wonderful cause we just got that window in the spring and it costs over $1000 dollars. I hope the police find whoever did it. Assholes. My cousin came over for the afternoon. Good times there... Nana and Mom lectured her for hours. I just wish this family fued would end already.  I got out of the house for a couple hours to go to Denny's with Alyson, Jeremy, Paul, Ashley, and Lisa. Oh how I missed those kiddies. We need to hang out more when everyone's home. Alyson and Jeremy wanted to go to Walmart so the rest of us went to Salt City instead. HAHAHA. I finally went in the arcade, but I didn't watch anything; just wanted to see it cause Philip wouldn't let me last time I went. It's sooooo creepy. Some guy basically ran out of there when we went in. It was hilarious. Then of course we had to look at all the toys. I almost bought some stuff, but I decided not to. Oh well... it was still a fun time.

And then I went back to school today. Nana finally realized I had a new piercing. When we were driving back Kyle and Allyson were in the truck in front of us, and I looked to my right and Alan's in the car next to me. How fricking hilarious!!! I miss that kid. I think I'm gonna go visit him. 

Overall it was a good break. Life is getting back to normal and I couldn't be happier about it. And I'll be home again in two weeks to see Carlos Mencia at the Landmark with Philip :-) Very excited about that one!!!! Woot!!

Over and out!

Oct. 31st, 2006

Public Update

Ok since my birthday update post was Friends only, I'll make a public one with all the highlights and quotes of the weekend.

-5 minutes on the road to Brockport and the muffler falls off the car
-Drunk Halloween Parties...yay!
-You bitch! You'll get yours!!!
-Drunken RIT nerds = Nakedness
-I'm so happy! I will lick you infront of everyone
-It's not always about sex
-Katie you take care of this, we're gonna make out!
-People pissing on Philip's truck cause they thought it was my truck
-I like to wake certain people up in the middle of the night ;-) 
-Philip totally called it!!!! Man was I wrong...
-5 minutes on the ride home to Fredonia, and we get a flat tire
-Mr. Raccoon!!!!!
-CRACK KILLS!!!!!!

I think that pretty much covers it. Enjoy!

Sep. 10th, 2006

Oh Canada!!!!

Ben and Sean apparently got bored last night and decided "Hey! Let's go to the Casino". So they drove out here from Cleveland to get me and off we went to the Casino in Niagara Falls Canada.  We didn't get there until like 12:30 in the morning. But before we went to gamble we wanted food. Of course nothing was open but Denny's. The waiter was soo stupid. Sean asked if they had Chocolate Chip Pancakes and the guy was like "What are those". Are you serious? They're self explanitory!!! But Sean really did have to explain what they were. Canadians... how silly. After food we went back to the casino and guess what!!! They don't even allow you on the floor unless you're 19. We drove all the way to Canada for nothing. We roamed around town for awhile. Went and saw the Falls at night. Tried finding a strip club, but Ben didn't really want to go. So we drove back home. I love random road trips. Next time though we're going during the day.

Aug. 16th, 2006

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So last night Nic, Allyson, Phil and I went out and then we got bored. And where do you go when you're bored??? The porn shop!!!!! Yea for the first time in my life I went to a porn shop. None of us bought anything but it was just to say that we'd been.




We're morons...

Jul. 10th, 2006

Without you...

Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom,
The children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you.
Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.

The world revives, Colors renew,
But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue
Without you.
Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats.
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walks, the lungs breath.
The mind churns, The heart yearns, he tears dry, without you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone.
'Cause I die, without you.
Without you.

Without you.

Without you.

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